Not Fair!

Through clenched fist and gritted teeth I shout "no"!
As you slip away from me and leave me on my own
I blame you and curse your name
Even though I know its not your fault
My eyes are stung with tears and my will to live leaves me
Through hugs and kisses of attempted comfort
I want nothing more than to be left alone
To be left to morn and to be left to grieve
My thoughts run wild with memories of you
Adding to the pain, but helping with the comfort
This isn't fair
I scream and cry at the world
Cursing it for taking you from me
A loss that tears my heart in two
I cant go one without you. I do not want to go on without you
Everyone saying "it'll be ok" "life will go on"
Words I don't want to hear
Let me be in pain, let me cry, let me talk about what scares me
I'm scared of what life hold for me without you here to help me
I need you
Your touch, your voice, your words, your meaning
I sit here on my bed wishing you where here
I close my eyes, I imagine you, picture you here
A smile crosses my face, I open my eyes
And your gone, so is my smile
This is not fair...THIS IS NOT FAIR!

written by dale innes wylde hughes
copyright: this poem is only allowed to be posted, sharred or published by the writer. credit is only owed to the writter and only can be taken by the writter. the use of this poem by anyother person apart from the original writer is illegal and perpatrators will be prosecuted.